I am in the worst mood and everybody and everything is pissing me off. I just want to curl up in Sergio’s arms and fall asleep for a few days. Maybe I’ll feel better by the time I finally wake up.
So I just got a haircut and I’m actually really fucking unhappy with what it looks like.
He gave me bangs and gave me more than just a trim.
I look fucking weird.
I don’t look like me.
I’m going to go drown in my tears now.
I hate being a female.
I’ve been super testy all day today, ready to just rip someone’s head off if they rub me the wrong way.
I feel bloated as hell & it makes me feel like all this working out is not working out.
But then I remember it’s all water weight and I’ll look better in a day or two.
But it’s hard to remember that when you feel disgusting.
And now, I just want all the chocolate in the world.